Really Broke

End of the month here. Finally, although I doubt I will feel much better then as opposed to how I'm feeling now.
Took Ramone back to the shelter today. Did some crying.
Realized that no matter what I do I still love my ex. I'm really broken. I want to hate him when I know he's out having sex with someone. I wish it was me he was holding and I hate it. Just.....hate this whole thing. Did some more crying.
My house is on the market and I still don't know where I'm going to be moving to when it sells. Finding a place to rent isn't easy. Did some thinking then cried more.
Realized I was thinking about my ex and how it felt to have him hold me when I cried. Cried even harder.
So the story here is I hate tear ducts. When they figure out how to remove them, I'm going to do it. Cuz this never ending supply of tears is bull shit.

Broke

Ok well the camera isn't broke the batteries are just dead and I'm too lazy to change them. Which is almost sad cuz there is a picture I took that was really cute and I had a funny caption for it!
Had a good week at work. It was busy! Now I have 3 days off. Too bad i didn't have today off though. The weather was amazing! 23 degrees! Awesome! What was I doing? Coloring hair. Indoors. Pissed about that.
It seems I am going to the fair tonight. Staying over at a friends house and waxing her legs...and other places! Might have a beer or two. Probably do a lot of smoking.
Anyhow.
Who decided to eat whatever came out of a chicken? Did they know it would be an egg?

Today...

Dinner! (its a damn baked potato)



Foster cat "Ramone"



Ramone trying to eat my dinner!



So exiting.

Hey Chris! I'm doing well how are you? The Ichiban was actually good. I'll keep that tip in mind for next time! Tell me, how do I comment on your site? I tried and it wouldn't let me. By the way, how old are you?

Here are the crazy results Kelly

Disorder
Rating:

Paranoid:
Low

Schizoid:
Low

Schizotypal:
Moderate

Antisocial:
Low

Borderline:
Moderate

Histrionic:
Moderate

Narcissistic:
Low

Avoidant:
Low

Dependent:
High

Obsessive-Compulsive:
Low

Liquid

Yes yes....this is Kellys sister.

Hi Chris. Nice to meet you! Think I met you a while back but I can't remember! Musta been really drunk! Thanks for your comment. I will keep my head up for sure!

Dinner for the single woman. Mmmmmm. So healthy!

Shaved my tarantula hairy legs! Woooo pretty!

My friend Andrew should never drink 151 again... and this is why!

So I didn't loose my job thanks god. My boss called the other day and asked me to come back on wednesday. Fine by me!

I'm feeling better now too. Yay!

SINGLE

K heres the story all in one.
Riley and I broke up on our 2 year anniversary. Woo hoo.
I have to sell my house. Fucking eh.
Probably lost my job due to illness and a cunt for a boss. Sweet.
What else is new? Thats the exiting stuff. sorry. Got nothing else for now.